You wish you had a tail of flame

I know you cant sit still
I know the moment will
lose you soon
You wish you had a tail
With flame at its trail
You wish you’d enlighten the world
with the flame
and run around with the spark
igniting new routes in dark
Running around like you held
the freedom from captivity
of a million souls
I know you wish you could
and pay up for the cost it hold
As you rub yourself into the infeasibility
You wish you had another hour of this infinity

Drop and the ocean

Ensconced in my bed, what do I think
Against the wall of my cubicle, How do I break.
Is this the ego of the drop against the ocean
How should I feel?